Hebrews 13:5

Bz for nothing

2008-09-13T22:32:00.002+08:00

Bz for whole week, rushing here and there and worry this and that when will the olien tank plug...
been eating like a pig everyday, and miss gym for a week due to blue black on both toes.
bet my weight increase...who cares.....im enjoying my Haagen Daz mooncake now...
yippeee

I'm Back in One Piece

2008-09-07T23:06:00.004+08:00

Thank God, I'm back in one piece...I almost die in the midst of climbing at the second half of Mount KK due to altitude sickness.
I hope I can blog in details this time....but now Im thinking how to "nurse" my blue black toe leh....
and thanks to Snoopy who accidently step over my toe after his new hair cut today........

Missing after so long

2008-08-28T23:47:00.004+08:00

I nearly got a shock when I reopen my blog again, it's been 7months I didnt update my blog, which mean more than half a year?? Gosh time pass so quick, I never think of logging into my blog till I visit my sister brand new blog for her Swarvoski stuff.

So friends, if you would like to do charity and buy some nice trinkets for yourself and love one during the Christmas season, do drop by at her blog http://passionscraft.blogspot.com/

Been a busy week

2008-01-26T21:31:00.000+08:00

Oh man, I'm just just tired and tired...been working and partying too hard lately...

Well, what happend..last Friday rush from KL to Port Klang early in the morning coz I have forgotten we have Mcd meeting, then nite time our team is ahving dinner with Shanker from Watanmal, right after that we went to party at PJ Hilton and at the same time to celebrate my birthday. Had a wonderful time there.

Then on Sat, went to shop with Chooi Har in Sg wang, do our hair :p and rush back to hotel to prepare ourselve for Joyce wedding dinner. We went to Pulse to continue clubbing immediately after that. We actually book a night in Millenium Hotel coz we want to drink but don't want to drive..haha. Too hungry, eat my birthday cake from SK, off to Jln Alor eat and go back to hotel and sleep.....haha

Baking Class

2008-01-13T00:18:00.000+08:00

This is the first time I actually attend the baking class. Normally just do it at home..
Ok, I have learned 3 recipes today, almond london cookies, apple crumble pie, cotton green tea cheese cake..

Outcome not bad, except cheese cake which tenggelam a bit...but I think my greatest achievement was almond london cookies, even mama say it's good..except...that teacher forget to toast the almond for us, so it's kinda lembik a bit when u eat it

My partner is a guy, oh actually this baking class is organized by my company sports club.
He really has the skill, I'm so malu man, he do better than we gals, but the worse case is he do have to leave half the way coz some personal matter, so I'm alone to do the job..phew...so pening...but by end of the day everyday everyday enjoy themselves... :)

Singer sewing Machine

2008-01-11T22:49:00.000+08:00

I didn't know Singer sewing machine still exist after so long. My mum wedding gift from my grandma, which's a black singer sewing maching still sitting behind my room.
Since my mum love to sew, I want to get a latest sewing machine for her instead of using her old machine.

Since I do not have any experience in buying sewing machine and not sure where to get it, I can visit singer sewing machine where I can get the info I needed. I have the option to filter by price, sewing machine type, or threading in automatic or manual.

The best part about this site is I can read the review from other people who has expirienced use this. You also can post a question on the site there and people will anwer your question back.

Break Down

2008-01-09T22:20:00.001+08:00

Oh gosh...I can't believe it I break down in the plant today.......
and when my boss called me.....I break down another round.... can't believe it man.....
I think I have go to the max....I'm really stress out..........

Ashop Commerce

2008-01-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

I always think how can I sell of my Keroppi collection which I have collected since I was 13.
I have total 5 cartons of Keroppi items. Now, I do not have to worry anymore, I can sell through shopping cart software . It's an ward winning shopping cart software.

Life is much easier now as we can use the ecommerce software for outr selling and reach wider georaphical area, ie, to the whole world as long as you have an internet access.
and i'ts 24 hour business too! and what more can you ask for when you do not need to pay for rental at all. Payment will not be an issue because you'll be able to receive payment quickly from online transactions.
There's shopping cart available at each of the item you want to sell, all the customer need to do is to key in the qty they want to purchase and it will total up for you.

If you're not sure if this is the ecommerce software you want, you can sign up for the free trial for 10 days. Or you even can go for their test drive to have a feel how this things work.

Accomodation in Australia and New Zealand

2008-01-06T14:11:00.000+08:00

My friend and I plan to travel around Australia and New Zealand end of this year to celebrate Christmas, but we are in budget. So, we plan to take a no frills airline to Sydney from Singapore. Since we are arriving late, we need a place to put a nite in airport since there's no transport to city. My Australian friend recommend me to stay at Sydney Airport Hotels where I can book in advance or grab some last minute deal.

After Sydney, our next stop is Melbourne since my friend want to visit her sister who's studying there,she recommend us to visit Melbourne Airport Hotels since we are booking the late nite arrival due to the low air fares. If time permits we will also visiting Brisbane and we can log into
Brisbane Airport Hotels to get place to stay.

Our last stop is Auckland since it's much cheaper to fly from Australia instead of Spore. And I will definetly book tru Auckland Airport since the price meet our budget. The price start from NZD 85.00

A great nite

2008-01-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

We had a great time yesterday to celebrate Joyce hens nite.
I duno those gals can be so sporting....though there's only 5 of us...we end up having tonnes of food in Carlos, Pavillion and 7 jars of beer..
I think the 7 jars of beers speak a lot...yeah we end up drunk...and I did vomit....
But we have fun :)

Bedding

2008-01-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

I have wedding invitation without fail every month starting 2008 and I'm running out of idea what to get for them. Now, I do not need to scratch my head think what wedding gift I should get for my friend.
I will buy them a very nice comforter set for them as gift!! And the best part is I do not need to carry the bulky item to the party, I can order it online and it will send to their house directly.

You can visit Modern Bedding where you can get variety of design you want based on the occassion and design. Oh did I tell you that you also can personalized your own design and the workmenship is fantastic!
If you want to buy a birthday gift for your friends, you can customize a pillow with both of your pictures taken. You can also order a photo blanket of your baby and for him/her to keep as memory when he/she grown up.

I can even customs a bed for my dog Snoppy with his pictures on it. This will be a great birthday gift for my Snoopy.

Happy 2008

2008-01-01T13:46:00.000+08:00

Another year has passed, there's so many thing happend in 2007. Happy, sad, excited and etc. U name it I have it.

Not going anywhere to party on 31st, just went to church for thanks giving service from 9.30pm to 12am. This is what i do every year, no matter what has happend for the year up and down. I will still give thanks to him for here's there guiding and upholding me. Rather than spending my money and time party on the street with all the pple pretend to be friendly and happy...

I thank him for the pass year and pray that I continue to be strong in 2008.

How I end trhe year of 2007?

2007-12-30T11:48:00.000+08:00

there's too many thing happend in the month of Dec.
My childhood frend got marry,my friend got divorce,Christmas celebration and a funeral itself.
Yes, my cousin pass away on Chritmas day. Y?? Because he got chock by a grapes, then he got a stroke and die.

Everything happend so fast...this make me realized more how fragile our life is....we never know what will happend the next second.

But my heart goes after my old aunty who need to stay in the big house all by herself. Im amazed that she can take this strongly, knowing it's faith of God my cousin need to go. She say I rather let him go rather than he's in the vegetable stage, I myself also need pple to take care of me.

Yeah he has everything that we most pple dream of, money, car,property,fame,status and etc. But....he didn't managed to bring anything out from this world. We bring nothing into this world and we bring nothing out from this world. The only thing he has is the memory. but I thank God that he has choose to follow him, at least my aunt has a peace of mind that he's in heaven right now.

It's true that we shld appreciate the pple we care abt for we really don't know what will happend next.

Have you ever think of where will you be if you no longer be on the face of this earth the next 5 minutes?
I know where I'll go and I'm not afraid to face the valley of death....

Cash Advance through Online

2007-12-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

Money is just not enough everyday, especially nowdays where the price for everything is increase and our salary is only increase less than 100 bucks!
With the advance in technology, we do not need to go bank to borrow money, but we can do it online! How? You can log into payday loans website and check it out.

All you need to do is to have a job for 3 months, earning min $1000 per month and have a valid bank accounts for at least 3 months. What I like about cash advance is it can be done anonymosuly instead of letting other people know and do it in my home instead of queing for few hours and goes tru the hassle application.

Once the application has been approved, they will send a notification through email, print and send a copy of contract and faxed it back to the lender. Once the lender verify the information and process the application, the money will be bank into the account in an overnite.

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Can't wait.......

2007-12-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

My sis and my bro in law will return from middle east today...finally, after their one week trip...
I've been an ah sei for the week, taking care of her home, baby sit my newphew, taking care of snoopy who's sick, cleaning mama house which almost complete renovation,hunting for cabinets in variety of places...and of course my work! work !........

I dun have time for myself..for the pass week I only go gym on Saturday for 2 hour non stop class..thats it...sigghh......

Sis ..u cepat balik laaaaaaaaaa

Building your Own Online store

2007-11-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

ecommerce software

My sister do not have to scratch her head of how to sell her beautiful handmade Swarvoski accessories anymore with Ashopcommerce software, she can sell her product not only in Malaysia but tooversea too with this online store.

Ashopcommerce which based in US is a web safe and userfriendly software with no installation required.
It also come with a fully customize shopping cart theme editor. It also accept credit cards online integrated banks, gateways and PayPal (full functionality integration). Since credit cards is use to trade in online business, it's important that the online store includes built in SSL protection (checkout security). Withi this special features, my customer will shop confidently in the site without worrying their personal info will be leak.

The best part is it give you 10 Day free trial and test drive too. If you would like to sell products online, why not click onto this site and check it out by youself. You'll be amaze!

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Absent Minded, forgetfull, blur,......

2007-11-16T00:41:00.001+08:00

Huaaaa........been sleeping at 1am almost everyday, duno what happend to me, but time seems not to enough for me when I reached home and I have problem to wake up every morning...

Been working too hard lately till my jus otak is dripping on my working station...there's just so many many thing happend everyday without fail and problem never ending...I really look forward for this Saturday though it's only going to be a nite. Hopefully I can enjoy myself there with peace of mind and no phone call in the wee hour in the morning..

I'm very absent minded nowdays, mixing up all the appointment date...gosh..what is happening to me. I really miss the time I have in KK, it's just so peaceful where u see very few pple on the street after 9pm. In KL..I'm still in office...

Blog and Earn Money thru Smorty!

2007-11-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

blog for money

I never know you can earn money by just writing review on the products or services till BB Fiona tell me about it. I have addicted to Smorty though I have only wrote one review 2 days back. What more I can ask for when I can blog and earn money at the same time!! And not to forget, we're pay at least $6 for each opinion posts we write. Oh yeah, did I tell you that it's in USD and it's pay weekly through Pay Pal?

For all the bloggers out there, I strongly recommend you to sign up with Smorty, it's a user friendly site where they will inform you through email or personal admin panel if there's any new opprtunites. You can also choose which subject you want to write base on your interest.

Now, I have to excuse not to update my blog frequently as it only requires 5-20 minutes to earn some extra money for my travelling!

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Deepavali

2007-11-08T17:08:00.000+08:00

Today suppose to be the day I'm waiting for .......Deepavali, not because I'm going anywhere but thought I can sleep later...but no...I need to wake up by 8am!!!

My brother ask all of us go to Ikea today, to have a look at the kitchen cabinet to have an idea what we shld buy. Since today is a public holiday, we have no choice but need to go early to get a good parking spot and less people...

We depart at 9am and reached arnd 9.45am. Then we quickly go to eat breakfast, mum ordered some fried tung fun and I get some curry chicken puff, doughnut,and cheese and chicken sandwich. I didn't know the tung fun is so cheap RM 0.99 only!! The food is ok overall worth the $$ and free refill tea or coffee, then we start to walk here and there. Brother bring along his digi cam to snap some picture.

Finally we bought a sink for the dry kitchen which cost RM 145 I think.

I kinda like their design coz it save us a lot of space. I'm thinking shld I ask their designer to deisgn my mini room so I can have more space for myself..but not sure whats the price will be coz I need to buy a lot of stuff I think...

By the time we left, it's kinda full house..so it's a good thing oso to go out early...

And now, I'm at home listening to the mixing cement machine sound with all the dust flying around. Can't wait till 6pm so I can go for my body combat class and excape all this pollution!!

Sis will be cooking for us today...hooray!! no more eating outside...cant wait to eat her big prawn, fried snapper and tofu....slurrppppppp........

To all my Hindu friend, Happy Deepavali yahh..........

Online Casion Review

2007-11-08T16:33:00.000+08:00

online casino

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Cough like mad

2007-11-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

I know I have been missing in action for a while since the day I left for KK.
All i remember is after coming back from KK, I've been very busy taking over the job.
I've been very very busy recently....till I........just duno how to say....
Sleep oso in fear and keep on waking at nite....I'm praying hard that the though day will be over...

I've been having a very cough since Monday till I lost my voice..if u call me now..u can hear how sexy is my voice is, my colleague is asking if I want to become a rock singer.....
Think I'm sufeering from dry cough coz there's no flame or what...all I knew is my throat feel itchy and sometime the cough just come out of the blue and cough till tears oso come out...

Wish to update my KK trip here, but susah a bit la...my house kitchen till the fron gate going tru a reno now...my house is in the mess and not to mentioned all the dust flying around....when will all this over...all the stuff have to move here and there...house such a mess.....sigghh

KK................

2007-09-13T00:43:00.000+08:00

Gosh, another 11 hours and I will be flying to KK....
God bless me with the strengh...hope I can climb the mountain....somehting I wanted to do since I was young....
and planning since Feb till now.........I hope I will enjoy my trip there and come back in a piece...

Snoppy is missing!!!!!!

2007-09-07T23:33:00.000+08:00

Well, its been a week I'm with my new job and there's still lot more to go..not easy as I think!!
Been trying very hard to understand the product, process, flow...luckily I have a very supportive colleague who's guiding me...but she's leaving on 26th of Sep laa......how to learn...somemore I'm going to KK this Thursday for a week..so I loose 5 working day in learning my new job..I'm so tempted to give up this trip!!!

Something very very bad happend last Wednesday...I lost my precious Snoopy!!
Ok let me tell you how it happend in detail, u can skip if u feel boring...

My aunt usually throw the rubbish every morning and she usually don't close the main gate coz Snoopy never go out from our house..duno what happend, that day makes him goes out and my aunt didn't realise his gone! Even my mum duno he's not around for the whole day...till I came back at 8.30pm, as usual when he see me come back he will fetch the ball and waiting for me to play with him..but that day I didnt see him standing at the small gate, so I let it be and take my shower. After Im done, I thought of feeding him, but I cant see him and I begin to get worried!
Then I ask mum where is Snoopy? Mum say behind la..I say no la..not around???!! Then mum oso panic and say..I didn't go out today..must be ur aunt didnt lock the gate and he's gone!

Then I quickly drive around my area and look for him...I can't find him...then I saw a corpse in white in middle of road, I was so shock, then I call my sis to come and have a look...coz half of the body is gone...I just can't stop crying from the moment I know I lost him..and when I see the corpse I lagi cry..then my sis come..we not sure if it's he..coz only half body left..so I take one of the stick and turn the corpse..coz Snoopy is wearing a yellow leech, so if there means its him! You see he never walk or cross the road alone, he's just like a prince!

My sis then say..it might nt be him coz he's tail is very long...but this is short...and there's some patches of black..then we beranikan sendiri and look at the remaining half of body with all the usus scattered around...then my sis say..no..it's not him..it's a meow...
Then both of us continue to round..look for him...my sis then bump into DBKL which's catching dog and she ask did u see a small white dog? they say no..we just started the operation, if u wana go check go to Setapak...

After 3 hours...I oso go home dy and keep on crying when I see his cage and toys laying around..I pray so hard that God will not take him away from me and guide me where I can find him thought the chances of him coming back is slim..he's so precious to me, loosing him is much worse than I lost my relationship...

The next morning, with swallon eyes, I go to work...I quickly do a "lost dog" flyer...and print quite a lot of copies...I really no mood to work that day...can't absorb of what I have learn at all!
I quickly go home sharp 6pm....reach home and change to my short and t-shirt..then I walk behind my house all the lorong arm with the flyer, cellotape, his fav toys , biscuits and his towel
I keep on pasting the flyer around and pray in my heart that this will work....it took me almost 45min to cover part of my area...then I go home..take my dinner and look for the uncle who's selling newspaper opposite my house...asking him help me to distribute the flyer as he's selling newspaper...he charge me Rm 10 for that....

Take my keys and goes to a further area...then I thought I'm done...but there's one place that struck my mind..only God's know why he wana bring me there...as I was pasting the flyer, I heard 2 dog bark and one sound like him! So I thought I'm hallucinating or what...later I hear the same barking..after I'm done..I got inside my car...and drive very slowly pass the house..sudd i saw a white ting lying on the floor, I thought my eyes is blur bcoz of crying too much, then i quickly reverse and see clearly...yes, its a white dog, but is it maltese or spitz or etc? I got down and walk near to the house..and the dog like keep on barking to me..it looks like him! then I call him..Snoopy..he wag it's tail...my instinct told me 90% it's him!
I call that boy in the house, hello is this ur dog? The he call his mum...then she say i duno la..my daughter bring back from her bf house and bla bla..then i told her..it looks like my lost dog then the mum say no la..it all the same la...i say no..coz he response to me...then she talk a lot of ting..plse bear in mind that tru out this conversation she never open the door to me....coz she worry i carry him away

After much persuasion, she call her daughter but didnt pick up, and she ask me come next day..I say I can't he need to do operation tomorrow (I tipu her la) coz he's 7yrs old already...
She ask me what penyakit he has, I keep quiet...I told him he's Dr is where and where...she can check with him..then she still reluctant...then I like too emotional and I break down infront of her! The she oso like serba salah...she gv me her daughter number and I call..later she call back and her mum spoke to her..then her mum say she's on the way..

I quickly call sis for back up just in case they dun wana release Snoopy...my sis cepat come with my bro in law and all of Snoopy documents...then her daughter tell us that in the morning arnd 11 plus, saw him wondering in the middle of road and hampir langgar by car...so she pick him back home...then I ask her did he wearing a yellow leech with a bell? Then she say yes, then disahkan is Snoopy..even if she denied I know it's him bcoz he has some kecacatan on his body ...which we can point of to her...then she's ok and let us bring him back....

As a token of appreciation, we gv her RM 150. Her mum problem la...like dun wana give back..so teruk...what she say is so diff from her daughter...they keep on saying he's cute, obedient and bla bla..but hello..this is my dog which rare for 7 yrs!!

Words cant express my happiness when he's in car..and when reached home everybody is so suprise coz nobody expect I able to bring him back except pasting the flyer.
I really thank God for the miracle he has shown again......I still remember before I goes to sleep on the nite I can't find Snoopy... I pray so hard that he will not die...then I read Our Daily Bread and the verse for the day is Jeremiah 33:3 Call to me and I will answer you......it give me some comfort that God is listening to me.......

After this incident, it make me realise that I shld appreciate things around me which I don't think is important. You never realise how important to u when you have lost it...and of course learn to be contented with the things we have in life......

I want to thank all my friends who offer words of comfort, support, helping in this 2 days,some of them help me to post on net and I'm suprise my new boss actually told me..u go to look for ur dog first ok..I know he mean a lots to u..!....
All of them give me a positive answer that I will find him back...and my sis also begin to realise that the person she never think of, will actually offer to bring her to Setapak DBKL to search for Snoopy...there's so many pple support us with words of prayer too!

Thank you pple!! Love you guys!!

Stress........

2007-08-29T23:24:00.000+08:00

Today is the first time I step into the plant and it will be my 2nd home in the future........
I'm wondering......how would I be able to make it??? I don't know............this is getting more complicated I can imgaine....how will I able to do it???????

STRESS..............

My First Day

2007-08-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

I thought I will be late today...I'm out from my house at 7.45am..reached the open parking at 8.40am..it's so jam in OKR, gosh...I keep thinking back, last time I just can speed 120km/hour in Kesas..now...only using gear 1 and two...and I leave at 6.30pm and stranded in traffic again...took another 1 hour to reach home!!

My day start at 10am with some briefing and etc, I'm quite impressed that they're quite prepared with my incoming, then Jess brief me about the job and I was like oh man....this is really tough, you see all my previous jobs are related to FMCG, now I'm totally out from this line...and I have to know every single details of the thing..from raw to techincal term and etc...I almost wana pengsan...

Then they have a welcome lunch for me with others colleagues in PJ Hilton, oh man...the GM ordered so much foods dim sum, vege, cod fish porridge, steam fish, seafood noodles and etc..I feel like puke out halfway coz it's so full..then they keep on saying, you will put on weight like us... :( a women there increase 3kg in a yr!!

Back to office, my boss is there, he's not in action in morning coz he went for golf!! then he brief me everything about our department as I'm going to report to him...then he keep on saying u ok ar? U look so stress out, then I told him yeah, I am coz I'm trying to absord as much as I can before Jess leave and I'm having trouble to get familiarize with the company products!

The he told me not to worry and etc..saying it's only my first day..anything happend, he will be there...he keep on emphasizing to me that I shld be firm and never let other ple give in because every person want to jaga their own market...never let the Mktg/Production pple press on u! I think he's quite happy with Jess..so he's expecting I'm something like her...ini buat aku lagi stress..then he indirectly got say..I do hope you can catch up asap..coz we are really short of manpower coz 1 guy just left last week to join competitor.
He say I need to how to handle pple coz different pple different style....and this is important...coz the job is not though, but the pple is givign trouble!! Remember, I'm dealing mostly with production pple and mostly is man who like working there for 10-20yrs!

I'm not sure if I have the "pple skill" ? What do you gals/guys think? I think the problem with me is sometime I'm not firm enough..easy to give to other pple coz I don't like to offend pple...and I don't like to wait for pple to do things, so I rather do it, though it's not my territory....

What I kinda comfortable of this company is they care of their employee and have our own "employee right" this is really a true MNC company!!
There's nothing much I can do now as I have throughly wash my hair, all I can do is just put my mind and soul into it and give 150%...I don't want to dissapoint myself...and pple arnd me...as i think this company really develop a career plan for you.....

Wish me all the best!

Wish me........

2007-08-26T22:12:00.000+08:00

Gosh, it's less than 12 hours I need to face new environment, pple, culture and etc...not sure if I'm able to adapt into it....Help meeeee...........don't think I can sleep tonight...pray for me gals and boys...

This afternoon, went for a round of shopping to destress myself..again, use money...celaka...
but I tell myself..this will be my last roung of buying stuff...save the $$ for next year trip to Indonesia...and not to forget my KK trip is around 3 weeks only....gosh...I don't thinkI have enough stamina la....how arr....yesterday is the first time I went for Sat RPM class...actually yesterday is not RPM, it's Chase and race,....this instructor really sot plug.....all the tracks non stop..towards end of the class you know what he ask us to do arr...put a leg on the bar there and cycle with one leg only!!!!! then he to tighten the gear till my leg can move at all...i shout to him..ooiii painful la...what to do, yesterday class only me and another lady, so he focus to us only la....but i think if u can survive his class....I'm sure ur leg will be tone up man....and wear ur miniskirt confidently...luckily I had my 2 piece of apam balik+milo an hour b4 the class..for I'm sure I'm going to puke out if like this...coz towards the end of the class, I had a very drowsy feeling and wana puke...but I dun wana thik abt him..and he there...faster, dun slow down....go !!go!! go!!....

Actually I don't intend to go for this class, but I woke up at 7am...yes,...7am on Sat!! What to do, I have promise my mum frend that I will fetch her to market mah...and I also need to buy vege... and you know what...it rains man!!! so u imagine la..that market is not indoor, outdoor and I like perang umbrella with all the "si lai"..I'm sure you know how troublesome it is when u go pasar malam raining and open ur umbrella..everybody wana hold it high high.....I wet like mad..even with an umbrella...the most happie part is when I saw that apam balik stall open..hahaa..cepat cepat got to buy 2 pieces...reach home arnd 8.30..so...aiyah, prepare myself go for 9am class lor...

Gals, I can tell you...after 5 days substitute my mama place as a housewife, it's not easy to do cooking, washing, buying vege with si lai, baby sit and etc!!!!
There;s so many things to do...goshh...so, dun think of get married and stay at home is an easy job la...now I really appreciate what my mum did man...not easy....

Day 2 not going to work...

2007-08-23T14:17:00.000+08:00

Well, how shld I start after so many things happend for the pass few days.
Ok, let me list day by day after I got so mabuk on Friday...

Last Sunday

Went to Leisure Mall to catch Rat taa too ee with Siau Wei and Chee, Eric didnt turn up, still sufferring from hang over effect, stomach still rejecting food, but not as bad as pass few days...had our lunch in Vietnam Kitchen, as usual our genleman Chee told us he going to pee, but end up standing at the cashier counter. I'm so happie because I finally found a so call hiking shoe for my KK trip..RM 69.90 (No nike,reebok, adidas)...it's Admiral hahaa...and its superb light..at least it kotor my heart oso not so pain la.....you know why, after so many survey I found Nike shoe sucks and the price is ridiculious, if wana buy sneaker, I advise u guys go for New Balance, it's lasting, light and price reasonable. Anyway, I think that movie is quite good and funny too...sigh..I still haven't watch Simpson till today la...and everybody say it's good lehh....

Monday

Go to work, my last Supply Chain Meeting...then lunch bak kut teh for my farewell because Tuesday is my last day...haha..u know what..this morning Chee punya turn pulak vomit like hell..they say i merebak to him on Fri. Now he know how do I feel vomit like hell on Friday...
But..Monday morning I also vomit one round, and the body feel heaty, thank God Im ok during lunch time. Whole day, pple been asking me if I'm ok coz I'm in such a bad shape on Fri.
Stay quite late in office because try to rush out my thing asap.
Ohh..I'm kinda touch oso...coz my department bought me a diamond earing as my farewell gift..I've been wanting to buy a pair of white gold earing, but dun have the time so this gift come at right time...Food Service team they bought me a beautiful Titus watch, can change strap lagi..good timing oso coz I dun have a square watch...what else..oh yeah..Ms Aw bought me a cute crystal dolphin.....gee...feel like crying dy...

Tuesday

This will be my last day in Fonterra, had my farewell department lunch in Bei Ping...suppose to work half day..but I wana clear my stuff..so end up working till 6pm..feel so sad when I was packing my stuff and driving back home..the feeling is so heavy to leave everyone who I work together with 2.8yrs,,there;s lots of up and down..some of them, not only my colleague, but we have develop a good bond of friendship or like bro and sister relationship....rush home, cook dinner for dad and myself coz mum is in HK...no time to cook rice, so make a simple wantan mee with some fish ball , fish cake and vege...

Wednesday

Go to new office take my letter for check up, went downstairs do all those stuff..feel like pengsan coz Im advise to fast from Tues 10pm till they take my blood..right after that I terus go to one of the kedai and buy some sandwiches..the worse part is the clinic do not have the X ray facilities, so they ask me to go Pantai Hospital to do it..so I walk from Menara TM to Pantai with high heel..feel like dying esp when I naik bukit..then I tell myself..hey..if like that oso grumble..how u go climb Mt KK?? Reach there, do my X ray..aiyah high class hospital memang fast and efficient...with the amount u pay I think it's worthwhile...while waiting for the X ray film, they ask me go to do the lung test..I thought huh..need arr..they say its written there..so I go block duno what..they ushered me into the waiting Lounge..I'm impressed!! they have a LG duno XX inches flat screen LCD tv!! wah sai...I wondering how much it cost for this test...then an Indian guy call my name and ask me go to his room...very simple room with PC and a machine..then he chat with me...ohh..u must be working in this XX company leh...or else they wont ask u to do this test..then he teach me to blow that ting to make sure i have enough breath or my lung is good..
Gosh...I think I blow that thing for 3 times..he say no no..u must like this like this...I told him..hello..I eat a piece of loti only..no lunch yet..no breath laa..then he say..aiyo..if u dun blow properly arr...I oso can't go lunch la....then both of us laugh....final round luckily pass...then he say..good I can go lunch dy :)...then I go down collect my X ray film and walk back to menara TM..pass it back to the clinic and quickly go home and zzz...wake up, prepare vege, cook, eat...then go gyym..do RPM....I think I begin addicted to RPM....on the way back home..book full body massage this Friday...they having promotion...for weekday from 12-3pm..happy hour kononya...RM 48 only!!! I really need a good massage man....

Today

Celine came to look for me...we zoom to Hainan Kopitiam in Kuchai, makan and chit chat...them zoom back home..prepare vege for tonight as I asked Siau Wei to come over makan then go carreffour do shopping for the orphan home...hopefully there's no extra ordinary thing happend la..I'm so pack this few days...no chance to reall rest... oh....times up already..need go prepare masak already la...ciao

I'm superb drunk

2007-08-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, is the day i will not forget and I duno how to face my colleague on Monday........those who got the VSS package actually throw us a dinner for us since they got the $$$...there's 3 table and full with sea food...serve all the meat except pork and duck...

OnceI reached there, I look for a corner and secluded place to sit...why? Running a way from Siew and Patrick...they just love to make me drink...once I reached belum makan, they already serve me the "coconut todi"...after the dinner the time has started...they make me drink Chivas like nobody business...they actually pour the glass in full...u know those glass which pple serve chinese tea when u go restraurant? I magine they keep on top it up and I lost count how many glasses I have drink...coconut todi+Chivas = ............

Once I get into the car I start to vomit like hell...I dont know how I able to reach home...I know Ms leng stop a few round for me to vomit and I oso remmeber I vomit on Chee's hand and shirt? And siew Lin keep on massage my back...
I cant count how many times have I vomit coz the effect is too great...

And today I'm suffering from this hangover effect. It so horrible that it last more than 12 hours..only now I'm feeling better,....from the time I woke up till noon is horrible..and I keep on sleeping...watever I drink and eat I vomit out...
My stomach able to eat something starting at 8pm after I woke up...drag mama to Mamak stall and share a maggie mee goreng and half cup of Milo...feel better at least my stomach have some food...then sudd have the crave to eat ikan bakar..drag her again to share with me with a cup of 100+...now feel much awake a bit...

Tomorlow going to Leisure Mall watch tat tikus cartoon with Chee, his friend and Siao Wei...oh..how am I to face chee and other colleague?? sighh.........

Match make..........

2007-08-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

Do you believe in match make....?? Duno what happend this few days...so many tried to match make me with this and this...hello pple out there, can't u leave me alone for a while? I see guy oso phobia already...and whatever they say now I only trust 10% ...how do u want me to talk to them?

The worse part is today...my own aunty tried to be "mui yan" and ask me for an email add, saying a guy interested to befriend with me...Hello...he haven't meet me b4 how he interested to be friend with me lehh....and if be a friend with him is so susah coz my aunty knows him and whatever I do and say also have to berjaga jaga...so susah man...can not show my weird and funny face lerr...*sweating already*....

Why are they so worry I don't get marry meh...this is what year worrr...I think I'm alright to leave without a man...I can earn my own $, I have my own activities, I can cook, I can travel alone, I can watch movie alone, I can eat alone...
so what's the point for me to have an extra "burden" to have someone....and worrying 24/7 whether he's cheating on me or how long will this relationship last???

Drowsy....

2007-08-14T15:06:00.000+08:00

I'm still wondering how I drove to work today....I feel I didn't sleep for whole nite...having nitemare of chase by a ghost....Im so tired when the alarm ring today...dine in for lunch...then quickly got to take a nap of 30minutes and I'm feeling much better now or else I can't go for class later....

I duno why leh...everytime I zzzz I sure dreaming one leh...some pple say its not good coz ur mind is not resting..thats y I feel tired everyday...or some pple say it's good to dream to show u are in deep sleep...so which and which leh harrr??
I have tried so many remedy not to dream from the old fashion of washing leg b4 sleep to relax my mind of get a hot milk...any remedy???

2007-08-13T22:56:00.001+08:00

Tom Yam Week....

2007-08-13T22:04:00.000+08:00

I think I'm getting old and old...I cant remember what I want to write, I feel there's a lot for me to write for I have missing for the pass week and there's a lot of stuff happend to me.

Friday
Well, I had a bad migrainne on Friday nite, I still remember I puke out the lunch I had in Dome all my beef burger+ my old fashion vanilla milk shake beside the road. I still duno how I managed to drive back home when the pain is so teruk...once I reached home, I asked my nephew to massage me and ask him keep quiet a while so I can get a good sleep. I hope the pain will gone when I wake up and promise I will bring him for supper. But when i woke up the pain is still there, and he's so exciting when see me wake up and asking...Lisa mai-mai, where are u bringing me?
I hate to turn pple down after promising somethng, so I just drag myself and went to Kuchai Lama 2046. guess what I had there, Roti Bakar and Peppermint tea..sigh...
Once I reached home, I zzzz again hoping the pain will gone next day...

Saturday
Wake up, and wondering how my head...low and behold..the pain has gone to the middle of head instead of neck on Fri nite...pop another biji of Panadol active fast....and on the go...as I have promised my friend I will go over PJ state to collect the Indocafe which he will sponsor to the orphan home..when I reached there...wahliau...he give me 3cartons...how to carry arr....somemore my car park so far....tot of going for body combat class..but mum warn me not to...when u are not feeling feel...well...again...i went to sleep hoping the pain will gone when I wake up as I need to go church after that...thank god I only feel the slight pain when I woke up...
After the service, rush back home as am meeting a friend in Puchong...this will be a so call a mini gahtering among 5 of us although another 2 aeroplane us....
I had a good time to eat Thai food again woahhaaa....yummy yummy....I had clear sea food tomyam, deep fried garoupa with thai sauce, fried asparagus, pandan chicken and sotong with garlic...and it's only 4 of us eating all of this...so shiok man...after that we had dessert in somewhere else....after an hour..we hop to A&W padang timur and have this waffle, root beer and onion ring...so happie :)

Wow, so many thing happend...I mean story in each different life....well...my dearie Joyce is tying her not with Gary after almost 10yrs of dating on my next yr birthday...hint hint...my birthday is on 19 Jan ok??? I'm thinking die lor...22/12 will b my buddy Joe getting marry, then Jan Joyce and Mar Lim Meng...waah...all close close want la...I think my contractual bonus I get in year end will be use for angpow already lehh....... hey...why so many getting married laaaa......
Alice also thought of tying the not if everything goes well next year....so in conlusion, all my friend is getting married or I shld say 80% already married and I'm the single fellow in the group after an IDIOT srewed my life up side down mid this year

Oh..another shocking story is one of my gal friend, who's going out with her Dentist Dr...not convenient to mentioned here as he's quite well known ...Happy for my friend ...if she really marry him hor, then in our gang she will be the most successful among all..and guess what..she study till form 5 only laaaaaaa..........can become yi sang tai tai...so envy laaaaaa......why wana study so much laaaaaa......study so much oso work like a buffalo.... aiii....
But another shocking news we got from her is abt her now ex bf of 7 yrs...man will be man...
he cheat behind her too and I don't know what happend to women nowdays, they are the 3rd party and they dare to call her to )(*&^%$#@ my friend..this is not the first time I heard this...why is the women is not ashame of themselve? Is all the man on this planet die already?? and those lam yan really "farn chin" already got a women still wana curi makan at outside..think we women is what....hotel arrr??? Orr they feel great to taste and different women at same time?? Again they will reap what they sow by end of the day....and they will have their own daughter in one fine day and other man will do this to their own daughter and they feel it la tat time...

Sunday
Wake up at 11am....previous nite reached home at 2am and half blur......then went to Bangsar Village have lunch and buy groceries.....balik...tido again :)
nite time have steamboat for dinner after the rain..so shiok..the air at outside is so cold......
and again...I had my tomyam steamboat..but this one not really good...to sour....not as original as the one on Tmn Desa.....reached home...brother bought this salt steam herbal chicken in the famous Ipoh town...end up me and mama eat half of chicken....wah sai...this weekend I've been eating and eating.......

Monday
We are throwing farewell lunch for Ms Phang..today is last day with us...our God of eating...SKC bring us somewhere Kg baru subang restaurant and their food is yummy!! again eat like hell...
From last week till end of this month, we will be keep on eating and eating coz there're too many pple leaving from our office...and I goin to miss this funny bunch of pple....

Uuhh...uhhh....I'm so fat....

2007-08-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

I don't know why I've been hearing pple complaint they are fat this few days.
Yesterday is the worse one, after the combat session, I rest a while before I took my shower, then I heard this aunty same class as mine, complaining to her kawan saying..aiyah pay money have to suffer, then her frend say ya la...what to do...we are fat what...I don't mean to curi dengar what they toking there, but when I about to move to the shower room, her kawan is much more thinner than me la...and this aunty which same class as me also thin..I duno which part is FAT!! Then she start to complaint to her kawan saying she's not doing enough...in my heart I was like thinking...hello..I almost see you every session...this is not the way to exercise la...I've asked my instructor about this, he say it's best that you let your body rest for a day after a hectic day of session. But this aunty like every session also can see her face...duno she will pengsan or not...

Then, on my way out to take my car...3 youngster walk pass by me again, one guy and two gal and then I heard this gal raise up her voice...you know why i say Im fat or not? Because my pants tight already mahh...I was raising my eyebrow and think..can not your pants "suk sui" one meh...then I glance at her body...my gosh, she's so thin la,thinner than that 2 aunty..like one of the typical ah lian u bump in pasar malam or taiwanese superstar u see on tv with their bamboo stick leg and wearing half length black tight pans with some long dress, where you can estimate their vital size is 29-23-33...

Not sure why pple nowdays is so obses with their physical out look nowdays...and I feel the clothes they sell outside is getting smaller and smaller...but why expensive heh...less clothes wat, shld be cheaper mah...
I still remember when I join the gym membership, the consultant a guy la..saying "ooh...you shld do more exercise so u will look thin and slim"...then i "char" him back...nope, for your info, I exercise because I want to be healthy and lead a normal lifestyle...not to kuruskan badan ok..then he give me a suprise look...hmm..maybe a lot of gal out there tot of joining to kuruskan badan? Nah...don't care la..none of my business...anyway, I'm quite happy with my body now...I'm NOT looking forward to have a bamboo hand or leg...I have do a test and I'm at the normal level based on my age & height. So, I don't give a darn...

Anway, I'm blessed that at least I'm able to buy or fit in the clothes that they sell outside, though I'm no longer fit into S size,or my body no longer 34-24-36. I feel you look better when you have some meat to show off when u wear those tight fighting clothes. Rather than you look like you are hanging on the hanger outside the house waiting to dry.

My ideal type of body? I would say Angelina Jolie! Though I know it's not easy to be like her..I'm happy that my effort finally pay as my leg already built some muscle..and I'm not ashame to wear my micro mini skirt to show my firm and tone leg...hahahaa....
But I feel this is not enough yet...I think my hand and leg will look better if I take the body pump class...wohoho...

Taugeh tree?

2007-08-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

I'm drop dead tired this few days...been working no day and nite...and I feel my eyes is yelling for give me a break laaa.....and my stomach begin to reject Mcdonald....

My wrist and finger also begin to have some pain...

And today I keep on scolding pple arnd me...stop disturbing me before I hang you on the taugeh tree...then they ask me..ehh...tauge got tree one meh? Then I start to think what am I trying to say...

Duno la...all the ple around office keep forwarding me stuff to do...and ask me to complete before 21/8..I know it's liek 2 weeks+ , but if you my amount of work+their requested stuff you will know what I mean...Zhou ngor hmm sei mehh!!

Last episod in Spore

2007-07-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

I just don't know what to write, I think it's been ages since the last time I post something in here. Last week been another tiring week for me...I remember there's a few thing I want to blog here but I just forget everything about it!!

My mind is totally blank now, but I'm thankful that I got sufficient sleep this 2 days...and no thanks to the headache again ....well, not much to write for today...will post some of my Spore picture, the last day I'm there where I meet bunch of my long lost friends! :)

Me and my long lost friends, don't understand why no time to meet in KL but in Spore? Sigh..anyway, we have a good time in Swensen Vivo City So Happy I managed to catch a glimpse of the pink dolphin!

I duno what is this thing, fish? snakes? worm?

Spore Marche is much better than Msia! I just love it!

Tiring Week.....

2007-07-15T20:46:00.000+08:00

It's been more than a week I didn't blog. Monday to Friday has been a hectic and crazy week for me...there's a few time I bring the laptop back home but didn't do anything coz I'm drop death tired once I reached home and I don't feel like touching the computer at all coz I'm kinda like phobia with it.

Today is the worse day of the week too, got a very bad migrainne when I woke up this morning.

Now is slightly better though I still feel the pain in it....

Oh, did I tell you guys I have a great time last Sunday? My friend Chee organized a cycling trip to Bukit Cerakah in Shah Alam, it's been ages since I cycle, I think the last time was err....year 2004 when I went to Pangkor. I'm in such a panic stage when I got onto the bicyle...after a while, I'm quite ok...and some very embarassed thing happend when I cycle half day (no, it's not that I slip or fall) only Siau Wei know what it's about and I think she will remember till rest of her life!!!

Check out the lang chai and leng lui ...ada gaya...
Wah...such a nice scenery

The best part of the tour 4 season house...it's spring time...so beautiful..

After the cycling tour, I suggest go to KL for lunch. I would say this is the best part of the itenary :p we ordered so many foods, not sure if it's due to the amount of pple, all the food habis in such a short time and we add more...if memory serve me right we ordered, 2 large pizza I can't remember what variant already la, ceaser salad, fried calamari, lasagna, chicken in mushroom sauce with duno what, their popular cheese ball roti?? Tomyam soup (ehh not so good, Tam Nak thai still good ), chicken wings ...I think that's all gua....duno if I miss out any ehh...

Tom Yam Soup

I just like to eat in this kinda atmosphere, where whole group of pple, sit together and order a lot of food to eat , talk and laugh till our heart out. That day was a good one coz that Chee keep on kacau and teasing me from morning till end of the day. It's not a good morning to start with coz he reach my home earlier by 20 minutes and I still haven;'t wale up. When he called and say he's infront of the gate, I automatically jump out from the bed and terus open the door..and yes, my hair goes all haywire, didnt' brush my teeth,wash face or anything..luckily I'm not naked :p

after I open the gate, I quickly zoom into bathroom and wash my face...now Im wondering, why I didn't let him wait a while and go to clean myself first??

My favourite song.....that I never get bored with

2007-07-06T23:16:00.000+08:00

If you're an avid listener of light and easy, u might come across this song ... it's sung by All 4 One but compose by Jim Brickman. The version I load into blog and Friendster is sung by Jim himself. Title of this song is "Beautiful as You"

I've been his avid fans since 1998, that time I don't know he can sing..all I know is he's a very talented piano player and he compose most of his song for a lot of singer like Martina Macbride, Michael SW Smith and etc...one of his popular hits is Valentine, The Gift, You are the love of my life and etc.

I have to agreed that the nickname they give to him..Mr Romance (how I wish he's my guy)!!!, all his song and music is just so soothing and relax. When I play his song, it come into my mind that I'm enjoying this song with someone I love holding hand by hand somewhere secluded with mother nature.. though it will not happend for now and not sure if it will happend to my life again. Now, wherever any guy try to come near me...I will put a step behind coz there's a lot stuff I need to let go before I got involve with anyone, I don't want to hurt the other party due to my past or whatsoever..but anyway, it's been a long time I've be a single. There're time I enjoy and not enjoying, all I can do now is pick up the pieces back to myself and try to lead life by myself.

Since I was 20, I always keep this little secret to myself that I will play Jim's song for my wedding ..and if I can afford, I will hire a pianist to play his song live...or better still if my other half play for me when I'm walking in :) ... for your info, I don't know how to play any musical instrument ok?

Well, I have to admit I'm quite a romantic person though it does not show physically or I don't look like one....I always tell my friend that if I'm only a man, I think my other half will be very happie with me coz I'm very sure I will tret her well like I treat all my exes.
and I hope my other party is same too, I never feel ashame to hug my love one or kiss him in the public (but in Msia, I know, no french kissing). I always try to do something to show my appreciation for other party...I don't need fancy gift or material from him, but just want to enjoy a simple life...I enjoy it when we can spend the whole nite talking lying on the grass, or walk on the beach hand by hand...or sometime, all we need just be next to each other, but we don't need to speak a word as we feel with the contented knowing the person is just next to us...
So, sometime I feel Mat Salleh suits me more than asian guy coz I always feel asian guy is not expressive enough. But, I've never try mat salleh before, so I no comment...

This is the lyrics for this song don't you think it's romantic?

From the Moment I saw you,from the moment I looked into your eyes

There was something about you

I knew I knew that you were once in a life time a treasure near impossible to find and I know how lucky I am to have you

Chorus:

Cause I've seen the rainbows that can take your breath away

the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect day

and when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few but I've never seen anything...as beautiful as you

Holding you in my arms no one else has fit so perfectly I could dance forever with you, with you and at the stroke of midnight please forgive me if I can't let go cause I never dreamed I'd find a Cinderella of my own

Chorus:

Cause I've seen the rainbows that can take your breath away

the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect dayand when it comes to shooting stars,

I've seen a fewbut I've never seen anything...as beautiful as you

Chorus repeat: Cause I've seen the rainbows that can take your breath away the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect dayand when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a fewbut I've never seen anything...Oh Oh, Oh no, I've never seen anything...as beautiful as you from the moment I saw you,from the moment I looked into your eyes...

Singapore Part 2

2007-07-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

I feel so sleepy when I woke up coz I wet in Clarke Quay till midnight....if memory serve me right, I woke up at 9.30am...
then goes to food court and try their nasi lemak and a glass of sugar cane with lemon...not bad ehh...coz there's luncheon meat my fav!!.. SGD 2/plate and can choose 3 lauk...but for ur info, their standard package is rice,sambal and timun only ok....not like us, got egg and ikan bilis...all this counted as additional....

After the meal...go to that area shop a while then head to the place I always wanted to go...Singapore Zoo...it's so far from the place I stay...bukan main...coz taking bus.... after duno how long I sampai at last....

I have to admit it's my fault to wear sandal to spore, i didnt expect i will walk so much! Shld wear my sneaker..the Zoo is so big and the animal is so alive!! better than KL punya 100% man...I managed to see all the animal I always wanted to see....let me show u the picture Healthy white tiger

A very big totoise..you actually can sit on it!

I duno what is this, but cute worr..we are not allow to feed any food
that that pompuan China mari go to feed her -__-

The one I always wanted to see, Sheeba and Sheena, the polar bear!

But they zzzzzzzz the whole day...Spore weather is superb hot

After the Zoo, went to this place duno call what eat the soup meehon as I'm too hot..and then arr..I saw a stall sell Apm balik...showing there quite famous worr..naik surat khabar..so i also buy one and taste..normal la...no great deal..the peanut they grain it to too smooth dy, like powder..still prefer KL one...

Then went to this place call Queensway, to look for sneakers, those got % no size either too small or big..so end up tak buy apa apa...after that rush to Bugis street...again look for shoe coz I really can't tahan I feel my back going to break into 2..and I have headache lagi...I've been popping Panadol Active fast that day..tink 2 tablets...went to the nite market see if there's any shoe...not ngam...then pop into a shopping mall...call ehh..OG...oh yeah..I found a so call wrap arnd shoe..SGD 15.90, after % it's 12.90...after I pay, I straight change the new shoe then I thought of keeping my sandal..then..I have a look at it again..the back has actually split into 2!! and I still walk for whole day! Oh yeah did I mentioned the nite before on my way back to Clarke Quay, I went to this Esplanade, as I was walking half way..I fell down..like sitting tat gelongsor and that road like turun bukit...I duno whether I'm too tired, drunk a little bit or the shoe is really no more bunga!

After OG, head back home coz I'm too tired...quickly take shower and sleep...when I lie on the bed..my back just cant touch the bed..too sour pain..I have to sleep side way...and b4 I sleep I pop the Active fast again..tak mau wake up with headache tomorrow.,..

The 2nd day is the worse one ..coz walk too much...only Zoo alone is 3 hour..at first thought of going to Jurong birdpark after Zoo, but I dun't think I can do it!!

What more can I ask for?

2007-07-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to blog...but tonite after I reach home after the RPM class....I feel so contented . Once I step into home, I quickly soak my smelly attire before I wash it....
Then I hurried to the kitchen see what food my mum cook today...coz I'm very hungry after the intense work out...

Well, today she cooked a very simple meal, baked beans with minced pork, fry chicken & fry kailan with salted fish...oh yeah not to forget her signature herbal soup too....I'm just so happy when I see all this! though it's not something grand...I quickly scope the rice, and heat the soup...then I have my dinner...as I was eating...I felt I'm the luckiest person alive...well my mum never failed to cook for us from Mon to Fri and she alwy say no vege never mind, but must have a good soup coz just eating rice alone is too dry and the soup alone is full with vitamin and nutritients....so we never goes without soup...and for your info my mum never have the habit of adding in the MSG for all her meals...

I felt so thankful to God who has provided 3 of us a wonderful mum, we don't have to worry what to eat for dinner after work knowing there will be meal ready on the table . My friends/colleagues really envy of me coz my mum cook everyday wherelse they have to eat out everyday or rush home to cook for family...some of their mum is a housewife, but they never cook...my mum is the kind of person who always cook extra, she always worry we want to eat more or there will be some guest..sometime when my friends drop by I ask them taken ur dinner? No? then come in ...have some simple home cook food though its cold, but the soup is the one which always kill them...they just love the soup my mum boil..coz it's 100% original...

Right after dinner, my mum told me..I make some dessert for you guys...the sago with gula melaka and santan go and get it in fridge, I quickly go to the fridge and get some after I finish reading The Star. Well, again I feel so contented...I can eat as much as I want, coz outside not many place sell this and if they do..it's expensive, little, santan & gula melaka very watery...
When I eat the first spoon, I feel so happy, it's been quite sometime mum make this for us...again I thank God for my mum, who's so skillful to cook from western, cantonese to hainanese meal and if the weather hot or anyone of us fall sick, she will boil a big pot of herbal tea for us...what more can I ask for !!though sometime she likes to grumble to us...and yeah..I admit we are wrong..sometime we have our meal outside and when we come back, we don't eat and she will grumble...wasted my effort to cook and u guys don't wana eat..pple outside wana eat home cook food also dont have...so I always make it a point to call or tell her if I'm not eating at home on that day....except my bro...never bother to tell!!....

3 of us always try to make it a habit or I say it's already a habit to bring her out to eat on weeekend unless she goes for her mahjong game...she's in home from Monday to Fri, taking care of dad and the 2 kids and brain storm what to cook for dinner..so I felt she deserve it! When she goes out eat with us and if we come across something which's tasty..she will try to cook it a home and I'm proud to say she always almost did it...I mean out of 100 I will give her 80!!

I have to admit I don't know how long my mum will be with us (well, Im not cursing her but we have to face the facts that our parents will leave us one day) but I appreciate every meal she cook and the things she does for us...I have to admit that I not even master half of her cooking skill and I dont; think any 3 of us will master all her skill.
But again..just thank God for giving me such a mum though there's sometime we are not happy with her, but whatever she say and do, I believe it's for our own good because we are her childrens...I guess I will never truly understnd how she feel till I become a mother one day (if I ever have a chance!) ....and when I ask my sis since she has a son, she say yes, when u have ur own children, u will understnd y mum say/do certain thing.......

P/S: Well, I shld blog my day 2 in Spore...but I think what I blog tonite is much more meaningful than anything as it's from bottom of my heart

Friday......and Spore part 1....

2007-06-30T01:40:00.001+08:00

Pheww...Friday at last but today is the month end closing...and again need to go to work tomorrow la...I shld be asleep by this hour but just came back from Steven Corner with my friend and can't sleep now...over tired already :)

I still suffering from bad flu,cough and sorethroat. Yes still work till late and didnt take MC...really can;t afford too..wana go home early also can not.. andYes, I did go for Thai food last Wed..and duno if the cooks know I'm sick..the food that he cook esp spicy than normal day...but I enjoy it...makan dulu baru sakit la..my frend chee can't eat spicy food...the first spoon of tomyam and green curry, he wana cry for help already..I quickly ask waiter to give him a glass of cold water!! Pipo...pipo...cold water lai lerr........I'm suprise I can eat spicy tat day and I'm sick! duno leh...normal day I cant even take red chilli...but if you're saying Thai Food...huaaa...my fav man...gasak like mad...then next day go to work I begin to lost my voice..sendiri cari pasal...

Hmm..thinking back of last week, I'm in Spore now...oh yeah clubbing in MOS (Ministry of Sound) in Clarke Quay...if ever go Spore again, I will to this place and make sure I'm well prepared this time...not with my shopping bags and my Eastpak backpack!! I'm ok with my first glass of beer, no problem...then I order this Vodka Lime...aiyah..no good la...so I cepat cepat habis...once I habis I feel so "wing" ...with a million star on my head...(thinking I'm still like last time....drink few shot also no prob :p....old dy)

I think I did have a good time there....though I'm so exhausted...ok let me tell u what happend in day one...

I board the bus from Corus Hotel at 10am...see the bus nice or not....the most expensive bus from KL to Spore lehh....I wanted to catch the picture of the food they serve but I too malu la...the gal who sat next to me is a Sporean...nanti she thought y this fellow so jakun...food also wana take....if u want to know how the bus looks like go to http://www.aeroline.com.my/

I don't have any sickness whn I reached there coz the coach is very comfortable...I can stretch my whole leg...I would say the sit is much comfortable than airplane!! and I sleep like a pig..they even on movie for us to watch, "Click" hehe... Worth my $$...

Then at 2.30 after 5 hours journey...I reach Harbourfront...went to my friend's plce, put my luggage at place and we start our journey...first we went to Orchard Road...managed to buy some stuff....then went to a Thai Rest for dinner and then head to Clarke Quay till midnite...sleep peacefully that nite coz I'm so tired.. Me, in Orchard Road...plse ...excuse me...snap my picture plse...click! click..

Soft Shell Crab, which';s quite yummy
Clear seafood tomyam...but I still prefer Tmn Desa one...this one not uumpph enough

Me in Clarke Quay before/after go clubbing..can't remember la

Supper before goes home, Cheesecake and Oreo Milkshake in TCC located in Clarke Quay.

Hmm...today is the 2nd week.....of that unhappy incident...last 2 week 2day...I'm in Jln Imbi there...sobbing and drinking..think I begin to get over it...though it's not 50% of it yet...but I would say much better than last 2 weeks and I'm suprise that I can begin to let go at short period of time..maybe bcoz I begin to face the reality and the facts that never change....

But just want to say thanks to all my friends who stand by me in that shitty time...comfort, scold,slap me and bla bla...it's important to have some friends who you can rely on when u are lost or depress...sometime it's not the matter of quantity but quality frend...who u can talk to even at 4.30am...and in this period of time..you will know who is your true friend...

Tomorrow suppose to go Orphan Home..but need to go back work..and so sad I can't follow Daniel shop together....aiii.....will miss my children there :(

Fili feleh here and there

2007-06-27T16:58:00.000+08:00

Huaaa..........this morning when I woke up..so dizzy...like didnt sleep...the one small tablet of flu medicine like taking my life..still feel like "wing wing" effect now...and somemore need to wake up early today...coz friend come to pick me at 7.30am...didnt drive to work today...lucky..or else wa lagi wing...

Never I blog in office...this is the first time..to express my kesakitan....

Im still ok in the morning...after lunch till now...huaa.a....all of them tot what happend to me...
flu like crazy...and sorethroat like mad...steal somebody cap ibu and anak to drink...provide temp relief only....now tinking if I shld go MC though all of them ask me go MC tomorrow...but my work how leh....Fri closing somemore...

I sure die standing...later tonite will go to eat Thai Food...aii.....habislah kerongkong aku....

I'm Sick....help me....

2007-06-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

What a day to begin with...can't open my eyes this morning..quickly rush to work....
once i reached office...I have 100 unread email sitting infront of my screen...my colleague say I'm like a robot or hantu today...walk like a ghost..zoom here and there...I didnt take any break..I work from 8.30 to 6pm today...at least I finish my mission, to finish clear all the unread email and of course action onto it...

I'm so hearbroken this afternoon when I found out that I only have half of Spore picture..thought of wanted to show off to u guys, but I only have half of it only...I lost my pink dolphin, dugong, polar bear and whole lot of picture..!! I tried to retrieve it the whole noon but can't get it...I don't know what have I done yesterday when I'm loading the picture..all the picture's in digi cam is missing too!! Not sure if I move or I copy it that it has gone missing...if it did go tru, why came out half only?? where's the other half??? I'm still so sad till now... :(
Any expert out there who can help me??

I duno what happend to my health too...maybe it;s too hot or what in Spore, I got a few pimple brekout on my right cheek :( ...then when I go for body combat today...I realised my back very pain leh...when we are doing the warm up and strecthing...i feel the pain at middle there like pulling me...hmm..wondering what happend to my back...it's like that kinda sour pain with muscle pulling me..and the worse case if Jack wanted to do a 6 hits non stop back to back...I almost die there, I didn't keluarkan all my energy coz my back is really hurt and I don't wana quit half way of the class.....doing the pumping and Muay Thai is killing me....

Then on the way back home, duno who left this flu bugs for me in the middle of no where...I remember I sneeze 3 times...then I started to have this running nose...once I reached home, I can't even breath!! carrying the whole box of tissue and keep on blowing whatever stuff inside..now I feel so tired..maybe of this so called flu and it make my throat feel irritating too :(

At least something to cheer about is tomorrow we are going for Thai Food in Tmn Desa...wweee....my favourite place for Thai Food....I pity my frend...he don't like Thai Food but I'm so bad...I paksa him to eat there..waahaha...and when he say ok, I told him..Good Dog..he so piss off...hey at least those who know me well know how I care about my snoopy above everybody else right???.....but I tink he shld know I'm joking guuaa...everybody know how I Love Snoopy :) though the name of this place (Tmn Desa) give me a lot of XXXX ( duno what word to use) memory, feeling and etc....but....I just duno what to say...I used to love this area a lot and I tell myself I will buy a property there if my financial permits me, but just because of a person is staying there...I'm not sure if it still one of my fav spot in Old Klang road area...I know I can't change the facts...but what can I do? I can't ask that Thai Rest and the cafe move to somewhere else instead of Tmn Desa right? Do I still wana frequent there? Or shld I totally don't step into this area anymore???.....................................................

I'm Back From Spore

2007-06-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

Hmm...I'm back from Spore today...I'm so tired lerr.....
Well, tomorrow is the day I need to face...not because going back to office to face everybody..but the decision I need to make which I think will change my life indirectly....

Huh...wondering what God's want ...this is the second time such a thing happend....he always take something which's very previous to me...but give me another thing....

Hmm...have to think if I can accept this challenge? Everything will be new again....though a lot frend ask me to accept it...but hmm..I know I shldn't be so negative...

Have to think tru it again tonight.....well...I will update abt my trip in Spore ok?

The sky is so dark...

2007-06-21T18:51:00.000+08:00

Oppss...the sky is so dark...think it will rain heavy tonight..and I'm still in office trying to finish my work as I will be going for a short break to Spore from tomorrow till Friday...
I hope I will have a time of refreshing there though I will be alone and just short period of time...friends ask me why Spore? and why u sit such an expensive bus? Well, I can't sit bus for too long somemore so far...I dun tink I can make it...so I rather pay slightly more a bit to avoid those sickness when I reach there. Airplane forget about it as it's too expensive...

So I have choose aeroline...cheng..cheng...here's my ticket! (oopss...tried to upload but can not ler)...but if you guys are interested u can go to www.aeroline.com.my, it cost me RM 164.80 what my bro told me there's meal to be serve and it's very comfortable..oh yeah, did I mentioned it's a double decker bus? :)

The last time I've been to Spore is 4 yrs old till now...and I can't recall any of it...so the place I must go is Spore Zoo, bird park and underwater world! I don't know why, but I just love to visit zoo if I'm outside out Msia...

Oh dear...it's already raining heavily now..suppose to have dinner with a colleague of mine...but dun think can make it leh..rain so heavily how to take my car leh? Quite regret didn't leave earlier or else I'm home now..and I haven't pack a single thing and the bus is departing at 9am tomorrow...hopefully I didnt forget to pack or bring my passport....

Half Dying......

2007-06-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

Left office at 5pm sharp yesterday...can't concerntrate on my work....and every body is so suprise coz I never leave office at least till 7.30pm...
Reach home, put the laptop aside and quickly change my gym clothing...dash to the housing area, got a nice car park and go for the class which I have miss out..."free spin" but yesterday is a different instructor...this instructor too canggih till I also can't catch my breath...he know every part of the song and what to do....sometime I feel like telling him ...oiii...this is cycling class not,...not asking u to open a concert...why so many pattern?

Right after free spin, dash for Body Combat...I don't think it's my stamina problem, but this track is reaallyy tough ...iamgine...need to do "de-coy" movement for I think more than 12 times ..and duno why they put in 3rd track...and the cold down exercise by end of the class is killing me too...after the class....all my shirt and pants is wet..from hair to toe...and I don't feel my leg anymore...as if it's already cacat...then I told myself..well...maybe it's good for me...at least I think I will sleep well tonite since last Friday coz I can't sleep...true enough I'm suppose to dozed off at 11pm...my body is tired..but mind can't sleep...so I text my frend...and he called me and console me....then time is getting late and I dun wana kacau him...hang up the phone..and straight to bed...

I'm onleave today...bring my mum do her passport coz she's going to HK soon...luckily the whole thing take us 3 hours only...mum is glad she dun need goes back for collection .....then I reach home..take a quick nap coz I woke up at 6.50am today....1pm woke up...dress up professionaly and goes for my interview.......head to OUG Citrus park to meet my buddy...we talk and talk...he's been a great supporter to me wherever I'm having problem...he just keep quiet and listen...as I speak and sob infront of him.....I think this time my sadness is much crucial then previous time...sigh....went back home and rush for RPM....I put my heart and soul into it today...i might be mad..but I keep on tighten the gear as a challenge..again I'm wet from head to toe...hoping tonite I can sleep well....

Today as I'm wearing the black skirt....I found it's too loose! Can't believe I loose so much weight in less than a week time...my skirt can actually turn around my waist!

Is it true time will heal the pain??

2007-06-18T23:14:00.000+08:00

Slept at 4am yesterday which;s equavalent to Monday 4am and dun really can sleep..woke up in between...7.30am..alarm ring...still wondering if shld text my boss to apply for half day...
look myself in the mirror..I think I still look ok though eyes seems to be swallon...

Brush my teeth...wash face...then only I realise I look so pale and eyes so swallon...quickly pat some foundation only at eye area coz I duno how to apply on the face..it make me look worse.. ..though I never have the habit of applying make up...I mean my normal make up to work is lipstick and eye shadow the most...

Reach office, pple say I look slightly different today though my eyes still swallon a bit..thank god there's a thing call foundation to cover it...but today is the hell of the day...my mind is not there at all...quickly took a nap during lunch time...but start to dream....

After work...friends pull me for a drink..and I'm so exhausted now...but still nobody able to tell me how to heal my pain...though all suggest saying time will heal the pain...but how long? another 2.5yrs?...my case is not a normal case....and nobody expected such a thing will happend to pple like me..

The pain is still continue...........in my heart

2007-06-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

When I woke up today....I hope everything will change....but nope...everything is still the same...
infact the pain in my heart is getting more severe....I seriously don't know this will take me how long to heal the pain I'm suffering now...

Though I've been having headache since Fri till now...the pain I'm going tru in my heart now is nothing compare to migrainne...

I don't know how am I going to work tomorrow...I don't know how to face pple around me...and I don';t think I ever can put a smile on my face...but if I don't go to office and hide in my room..the situtation will turn worse isn't it?

I didn't sleep for almost 3 days....just keep on awake ....and I don't have appetite to put anything in my mouth...oh God...have mercy on both of us

Pain and Suferring

2007-06-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

I wish I can blog my feeling yesterday nite. But I barely can open my eyes...it's too painful...
the day has finally come yesterday. I thought I can hold to myself till month end. But I don't know why I bla all out yesterday...maybe I feel I could not hold it anymore. I could not continue to act anymor.

I just don't know what to write here...but the time spend talking in my room yesterday is the most painful thing happend. Because I have been betrayed...it's just so hard to pack all the clothes away... I've been crying throughout the nite...and I just can't sleep...
I drove to KL...not knowing where to go at 12 am...then there's a shop in Jalan Imbi serving Taiwanese food which still open...but there' a lot of prostitute in the shop..I don;t care.
I just walk in..order a drink, I don't care all the attention given to me with my swallon eyes and nose. I sat there till 3am...then I pay the bill and goes home..with the headache I felt since morning in the office.

Today when I woke up, I hope what happend yesterday never happend...but it has already happend..what can I do? I've been dragging the whole day...with my swallon eye...
Now, even in this moment of time..I feel my heart is so sour pain...not sure if I have any heart problem...or I shld keep my mouth shut coz this is what I ask for coz I wana feel the heart sour pain, back pain, migrainne...so my friend will not suffer?

The next second/minute/hour/week/month I don't know how to go on.....I wish my tears will stop........ no one will know how I feel now.

Over work = Die

2007-06-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

Suprise that I can blog today...but thanks to the sky that turn black like 8pm...where in actual it's only 5.10pm. I quickly pack my things rushing back to home..knowing my office area is prone of flood. I remember somewhere last year, it started to rain at 4.00 pm and didnt stop for 1.5hour, and guess what, the whole area is flooded and we cant go home till 9pm...

Once I reach home today, thought of taking a cat nap but my nap become 1.5hour and dream a lof of thing...so I'm very energetic now and wondering how am I going to sleep tonight.

Well this week is not a good week for me...starting on Monday...is the worse day...I actually forget to advise my colleagues that her shipment has been delayed for 2 weeks which cause the whole production goes haywire, till today I'm wondering why I didnt forward the email to them..though my boss say it's ok, I think, he's cursing me in and out and this coming performance appraisal not sure what he will commnet...anyway, I ADMIT to him it's my mistake rather than ask somebody to eat my "death cat"

Then within 15minutes, another problem arise, I've been call into the room by the HOD of another department. Well, he ask me this and that..then after explaining all things, he start to scold me infront of other pple, well, I done nothing wrong. I don't wana tell what is this about in here just in case some one is reading my blog. But I know I'm doing the things I'm suppose to do and Im not under his department and I have my own ground to stand. If he worry no pple will take care of his back side, who will take care of my backside? It's still not logic for him to give me all those reasons...I'm really piss off and I almost yell at him, but I keep my temper down..then I ask my HOD to talk with him. I told my HOD why am I doing all this and bla infact this is part of my department SOP, so Im very confident that I done nothing wrong!

In the end my HOD agreed to accomodate his needs, then I told my boss ok, fine, I told u this is the potential problem we have if we follow of what he wants us to do, I'm not going to bear any consequences will arise later and you pple dont come and ask me why I do this and that.

What I hate about is last time we used to do it in C way, then he want change to D way, then back to C, then back to D. This is driving me nuts! and some of the words he say is so rude, as if he owns the company.

I hate pple to accused and betrayed me...all I need is just be frank with me, why it's so hard to be frank to pple though knowing they have done wrong?

Tuesday- Went for Body Combat Class but didnt go for the cycling coz I'm late. And I totally forgotten last Tuesday is the new release for Body Combat version 32 I think. Man!! It's so tiring the steps required a lot of energy! and I almost dying there during the 2nd track. I'm not sure if this is due to I've been absent from gym for a week so, my stamina has drop or what. Or this track is really crazy? A big lesson to learn here is never absent from class...you can feel ur body and muscle has look it flexibility.

Today I received an email from my colleague, she say "Hey gal I hope you will not be the next one! But your situation is just like this gal, I;m not cursing you, but care about you, get a life....so I read what is this about...well I would say 70% of the stuff it reported here is almost the same of what happening to me now...is it time for me to wake up?

But sometime just wondering if I come to home early I'm not sure what will I be doing? I think pple life is different...I think things will change if I ever got marry and have my own family and I'm pretty sure that my focus will change to my family. I have to admit family is the most important aspect in life though some of u might not agree, no money can ever buy this kind of feeling . I'm just amazed that some women can sacrifce for their familyby giving up their high flying career to focus in their family. If I have the opportunity I think I will do the same too..coz I believe it's important for the parents to be with their kids when they grow up, I read from somewhere else that day saying "How a father spend time with their children during the first 10 years will determine how the children will spend their time with their father before the last 10yrs he pass away." I don't want to miss out the opportunity with my children as they growing up and as we are aware of, children nowdays is no like what it used to be for the pass 10 years, pple just getting more and more complicated nowdays.

If only I have the chance to choose again, I rather to be born during my mum's time where pple is so honest with each other,straight forward, no computer, no DVD, no internet and life much simplier and no such thing as instant mee! and food with MSG!!

Snoopy.....

2007-06-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

Today...there's nothing much to write.........except to post some picture of Snoopy....from half to fully awake...Let me out from the cage!! Wee wee and potty time....can u see his half awake look...so cute...
Why still don't wana come out arr....angry because I'm late is it....don't angry la...Still don't wana come out worrr....I'm leaving la.....

Aharr....come out from the cage already..... and say cheezeeee........ :)

Oh yeah...our pastor talk about Relationship for today sermon....not sure if you all find it funny...but the whole congregration broke into laughter when he mentioned this.

The first few years you got married you will call him "Darling".....few years down the road....you will only call him "Dar".....after 10years, when he call, you will answer "PODAR"!!!! (if you are not sure what is Podar, you can ask your Indian friend what does it mean...) ..

Well, till now I'm still asking myself am I doing the right thing of not attending my friend funeral service...I've been very down for the whole day and a lot of question flying across my mind and make me feel so depress...my heart don't feel good...as if something while happend to me...I don't know what is it...but sometime women instinct is always correct...

Quote from Our Daily Bread: First Impressions often lead to wrong conclusions.

2007-06-10T00:12:00.001+08:00

Betrayal...Anger....Pain...Sorrow...

2007-06-09T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hello....yeah been missing in action for the pass week. There's too many things happend to me...but the main reason I can't blog is because I've been going home at 10pm everynite and it's been a whole week I didnt go for gym and see my nephew at home.

It's such a miserable week that I've been eating Mcdonald's and Domino for the whole week.
And no thanks to the Food Poisoning I got on Monday or Tuesday..been going to toilet for more than 10 times on that day and vomited thrice! Then got a bad tummy ache after recovery...feel like the there's something pulling me in the stomach for 3days..then only go to see Dr on the 3rd day, but duno what kinda Dr is this, don't bother check properly and only give me mountain of medicine, normally they will give some oral dehydration salt to replenish the loss of water, but he didnt give me anything. So, I end up mix the Glucose and drink...till today I don't feel eating or whatsoever, maybe there's wind.

And the goes live system kinda haywire in my office, how can the most basis function such as printing PO is not set up under my ID???
Ok, don't wana mentioned about work related stuff anymore...make me sick...

Well at least something to cheer about my close sec mate, Wendy return to Msia for a short break before she goes back to UK. She bring her son along...Russell Ng..so cute! my childhood friend Joe keep on calling him "BB Michellin" because he's very big size for a 5 months old bb.

Well, time really flies, still remember we just attended her wedding dinner in Dec 2005..now she already become a mother! In our group, she's the most blessed among all of us, she's just like every gal dreaming off, went to Uni, met her 1st love there, fall in love and got married and started a family...how many of us is as lucky as her to have this kinda life..got to married to the first love in her life! Well another good news is Joe is getting registered today! Congratulations babe! Wishing you "pak tau dou lou"....and Lim Meng, is getting married next year Mar 08! Again, congratulations my frend...but we'll be missing Lim Meng coz she will go to Spore after she's married. Only left me and Joe in Msia, but Joe is moving to Selayang...so I'm all alone in this gang...yesterday the whole day conversation is abt marriage and kids...well...I just sit there and listen...wishing them happines, though deep inside I'm still waiting for my prince charming to appear....and asking...when is my next turn?

Hmm..it's quite true like what Chinese said...for women, it's important for them to married the right guy, and for guy it's important for them to choose the right career.

Well, I have a debate with my friend the other day.....they say nowdays in this society, it's common for gal or guy to have a few partner outside, whether they are single or married. As long as they know how to goes back home by end of the day....

No offend, you might say I;m old fashion, but if you have make up the mind to marry or involve in a r/ship with that person, why still wana flirt at outside? Is it because the other side is rich,pretty, handsome, cute or involve in r/ship is just part and cyle of life?

Don't they know marriage is such a sacred thing? What's the point they say they "till death do us apart in front all the pple"?? Don't they know God hate those ple who do not take vow seriously and the consequences?

It's sad to see there's so many divorce going around nowdays...and by the end of the day..the children is suffering and this will affect them phys till they grown up....what's the point they wana get married...

I duno... I just view nowdays pple is so hard to be trusted, even he or she is the most closes to you...all I know is if you don't like that person anymore, just tell that person...don't hang on to that person or thinking just tag with the r/ship till you can get a better one or compare which's is better in this period of time. Never play with pple emotions....I think 100% of the women can not bear to share a man with another women.....and this same goes with a man...can't imagine how they can bunk with other party and goes back telling the other one, I Love You...I miss you...you are my only one?? disgusting...

I HATE PPLE TO BETRAY ME!!! in whatever thing...

I'm so frusted today because I heard a news from my friend that one of my friend has passed away few days ago...because she has committed suicide...and this is because of the relationship problem...and they are in the stage of getting marry..well I'm not going to elaborate that as I don't want to drop my tears again...and all I know..she doesn't deserve to choose this way because she didn't do anything wrong...and she's a nice lady...all of us always tease her other half coz he's lucky to get such a women who come in everything...( she can be a good mum+wife+friend)... it's true that sometime "buat baik dibalas baik" doesn't exist anymore nowdays...pple just take you for granted...sometime I myself also struggling shld I continue my life with the "style" of this earth??? Some might say that it's ok to give another party a second chance..but what if the thing they committed is out of expectation?
I've been transform from an evil to somebody consider good ( I dont' deserve to put the word angel here)...without him who give me strength and lift me up..I don't think I can stand where am I today... I always believe its the matter of which road we wana choose and whether we wana do it whole heartly or not..it's very true like the good old days when our teacher tell us ...God will never help those who never help themselves....

I received the below sms from my frend that day...I still keep it...though I find this is meanigful, there's certain thing which I don't agree...and I can't do it...

Love forgives everything, including failure,error,betrayal and hatred. Love heals everything including discomfort,fear,pain and loneliness...in doing so, you'll discover every aspect of yourself angel...yours in love and light...

This earth is so dark, dirty,polluted..sometime...I quietly asking him in my heart...when are you going to bring me back home??

I graduated !!

2007-06-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

Well, finally I'm graduated in the bible study. For this semester, I'm taking this subject called

" Biblical Financial Study" which I find it very practical and useful in our daily life. Hopefully, I will be able to manage my own financial in a very practical way...and the word "PK" shld not exist anymore!! To prove that I have attend the class, nah...this is my certificate

There's 16 students out of 66 who got this perfect attendance, and the teacher gv them a CD. I only miss 1 class since the day I join..so wasted la...I'm not lazy to attend that class, but I went for the Malay Mail Big Walk with a few of my crazy colleagues on Sunday..we are joining the 10Km walk! To prove myself that I'm not lying, nah...this is the cert...I complete the 10km within 2 hour...yala.. I know kinda slow, but who cares, I'm not going for competition la..just wana take a challenge that there's nothing is impossible or as we grow older we cant do it!

After I went for brunch, drop by the fish shop thought of buying the plant..but my mum end up buying additional 5 fishes...so, now my tank has 12 fishes already..so crowded! This is not a high end fish, just a very chiplak fish which meant to feed those bigger fish..but...(aiyah there;'s a story behind why I end up raring this fish)...actually I never like fishes, but I find my home is too boring, no someting for me to see or appreciate... I find it relaxing after a hard day of working and u can hear the sound of water running (beside the blasting of tv) or when during the nite when everybody is a sleep , I can sit there for more than 15minutes just to see the fish swim here and there..If only I have my own place in the future, for sure I'm going to build a mini waterfall hehe...

After my fishes, it's time to clean my precious Snoppy, pity him, didnt take bath for 2 weeks dy! So I bath him after my afternoon nap...see how dirty is him, picture shown below is before and after!

I'm still having problem to clean his hair on his face, thats why need to bring him for grooming once a month which cost me RM 60 minimum and my hair cut is only RM15 and once every twice month! What the goomer told me is, his saliva drip on his misai, thats why so dirty...No matter how long I scrub him (tempted to use clorox) but don't think I will do it ! It's equavalent to kill him..how can? He's my most precious one in family la...and this dog never let me touch his face except cleaning his tears or eye shit!

Got Tag Again!

2007-06-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

So, I just realised I got tag by Fiona, have to do home work again.
Not I don't want to tag pple last time mah...told her dy, I duno the rules of blog and I dun have frends yet mah...think I am Prime Minister daughter mehh...

Ok what she want now..let see...

1st 5:- things found in your bag
I have so so many stuff in bag ok? My handbag is so big till I can fit an adult rabbit inside! My colleagues always laugh at me saying I'm going to market buy vege...yaya..so what...
Ok, I think the 5 main things is...

1) Handphone- one Nokia, One Motorola

2) Migrainne medication, Minyak angin cap singa and Lavender essential oil in the small compartment ( I got migrainne easily since my teen year till I was hospitalized, so pple out there, if you have any remedy, do let me know though Dr told me there's no cure for migrainne..sad case!

3) A notepad
4) Make up bag

5) Tisu, sanitary pad, small hair clip, rubber band

2nd 5:- Things found in your purse/wallet (standard la- though I have a guy frend who kept condom!)

1) $$ la, what else!

2) ID, Licence

3) ATM, Credit, Membership Card

4) Coins

3rd 5:- Favourite things in your room

1) Bed la..what else...*__*

2) Keroppi Bolster

3) Air Cond

4) Keroppi Collection Box

5) Books

4th 5:- things you’ve always wanted to do

1) Go to NZ and conquer the mountain...wahahaha.........who wana recommend me a job there?

2) Climb the Mountain Kota Kinabalu (yahoo...going there this Sept!)

3) Get my own place...just want to be independent and leave alone and quietly. We need to accept the facts that our parents will not be with us forever! So learn to be independent!

4) Get a guy, marry and have kids.. Better still, get a Kiwi Guy...with Keanu Reeves or Kimura Takuya look alike.... my total wedding cost will not exceed RM 5K for sure...so so..desperate women looking for match...any takers??? Hahaha.....count from 1....2......2.5..............

5) Want to get a CD player for my car, coz my current cassette player always give me problem. But I find it's so hard to fork out RM 400 for that!!

5th 5: things u currently into

1) Blogging laaa....

2) Cheer my doggie up....Mr Snoopy

3) Aromatheraphy

4) Exercise, gym or whatever do with exercise

5) Not to sigh, depress, and appreciate every minute I have. Not to fear no matter how big my problem is knowing he's there guiding me.
Natasha and Fion-rabbit...sorry yah...u kena tag by me already ok....so ur turn to do ur homework...or else BB Fiona will pok pek me again la...

Orphanage Home

2007-06-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

Oppss...don't mean to play MIA, but I've been very busy this week and coming. My company is changing to a new system starting next Monday, so I expect there will be a lot a lot of problem, been busy doing testing last week.
Went back home at 11 last Friday...and only have our dinner at 9pm..Mcdonald's delivery..with cold and soogy fries..but still need to eat because hungry already

Few of us work till gila...and I have nothing to do, I go to my colleague workstation and kacau her soft toy...I make her toy upside down showing her how we are feeling haha...think she will me when she goes to work today hehe...

Reach home at nearly 12...then quickly pack the groceries I have bought for the orphanange home which I have visited today. Some of you might know or don't know that me, my colleagues and a group of friends (30 of us) is helping this orphan home by buying groceries for them every month. Our budget is around max 20 per person..so our monthly purchase is around 500++, every month we ask the home administrator what groceries do they need rather we buy ourselves coz they might already have what they need, we tried our best to accomodate their need based on our budget.

I actually need to travel 2 times to the hypermarket to buy the stuff coz it's too heavy and my car can't carry all...and I..a "weak" women..how to carry so much la..so heavy leh...
So for this month, the have almost 50 requested items but we cant' accomodate all and buy only whatever is necc. For this month,some of the items I have bought for them is curry powder, ikan bilis,soap powder, can food, potatoes, garlic, sugar, asam jawa, koko crunch and a lot more..

I think I will post abt the home only on my coming blog, so do watch that out ok??

RPM & Body Combat

2007-05-30T19:34:00.000+08:00

What a day today, plan to go for RPM class at 7.30pm, but at last minute, boss send me an email ask me to do something and send by tomorrow .Aii, now I'm, stuck in office coz I finish the job within half an hour, but it's already 7pm, if I go off now, I will be late for the class and all the cycle machine will be taken up..
So, what to do, have to sit here and blog lor...

For your info, I'm a fan of Body Combat and RPM class (or whatever do with cycling). I do Body Combat min 3 times per week. A lot of pple say I "pin tai" especially RPM, coz it's really tiring, but I like it... :) . I just like those rough sport hahaa..
I very seldom playing those machines when I;m in gym, I prefer to attend class because I can sweat a lot and it's fun!

No offend, but I'm not a Yoga person, I find the movement too slow and I can't run around!
Yeah, I'm like a monkey hopping here and there...hehehe...

For those who's not really sure what is Body Combat it's actually define as

BODYCOMBAT™ is the empowering cardio workout where you are totally unleashed. This fiercely energetic program is inspired by martial arts and draws from a wide array of disciplines such as Karate, boxing, Taekwondo, Tai Chi and Muay Thai. Supported by driving music and powerful role model instructors strike, punch, kick and kata your way through calories to superior cardio fitness.

RPM™ is the indoor cycling workout where you ride to the rhythm of powerful music. Take on the terrain with your inspiring team coach who leads the pack through hills, flats, mountain peaks, time trials, and interval training. Discover your athlete within – sweat and burn to reach your endorphin high.

I'm have booked the trip to Kota Kinabalu in Sep and I will be climbing the Mountain Kinabalu, so I have to make myself fit, don't wana go all the way there and stranded because of no stamina.

Source from : http://www.lesmills.com/

So, I must train up myself now!

P/S: I would like to join Mat Pilates class, anybody doing this currently?

New Zealand...(Part 1)

2007-05-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

Been busy with my job for whole day...damn exhausted running up and down and using my brain. Have a chat with my frend in New Zealand today. Talking about going over there next year if my financial permit. Did anyone of you know about the holiday working visa which valid for 6 months? Now I;m doing a study on it. The most important thing is to get a job over there, or else how am I going to survive for that 6 months? But I'm not sure what's the job opprtunity available there.The $$ to rent a room is minimum NZD$ 150/week which's very steep
So, gals and guys, if anyone of you have any advise for me,let me know yah...I really want to go there...coz I don't want to miss this chance, it's open for those from 18-30....after that no chance dy..and still I'm still single...can go la..no worry....I just love to travel, but of course if $$ permits...but I'm always a back packer wherever I go, I'm not fussy on accomodation as long as it's clean.

Ok, first time kena tag by Fiona...asking what is my 5 fav song when I'm 18yrs old...

Well....till now I'm still crazy over this guy though some of you might say I'm outdated....
and the first one goes to....(drum rolling).........

1) Ricky Martin....... all the songs by him...I still play his song in my car and laptop till today

2) New Kids On the Block..still remember?? Step by Step..Oh baby...gonna get to you gal...but this is not my fav...I prefer I'll Be Loving You forever

3) Tommy Page- I'll be your everything

4) Mariah Carey- I believe... ( I always sing this song to myself..remembering the crush I have when I was in college )

5) Brandy- Have You Ever (This for my crush too, but he has become pple father)....

Bright day...

2007-05-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

On leave today, first time taking full day off for year 2007!! Pity me....
Yesterday nite, tot of going for body combat class at 9.30am but when I woke up at 8.30am, it rain so heavily and I still wondering if I shld go..finally I decided go back to bed and turn here and there. But at 9.15 am the rain stopped and I was like huh...why la...and I know I will not have enough time to get ready, so I go back to bed and fall asleep...

Then wake up, feed Snoopy and Dorothy....and makan with mama and 2 kids (it's not my kids arr, I'm still single ok). Then straight go back to do my facial after 6 months MIA....and I feel great now!

Just now my hand itchy, go to download company's email...huaa....my mailbox is over limit...man...have to spend time to glance tru the email today before I esok

Hehhe...so happy ler....got my first emoticon today...Fiona almost wana vomit blood to teach me how to do it...

Official Opening....

2007-05-28T00:59:00.000+08:00

After dragging for so many years. I have created my own blog at last..
Still experiment with this thing tough...I have to admit I'm a dumbo in IT stuff, and I'm lucky to know how to access into internet..wahaha...

Luckily I'm on leave tomorrow, need a breakman, been working like a donkey for the pass few months. The weather is so hot today, not rain for a day only worr...feel so sticky...aii...