Uuhh...uhhh....I'm so fat....

I don't know why I've been hearing pple complaint they are fat this few days.
Yesterday is the worse one, after the combat session, I rest a while before I took my shower, then I heard this aunty same class as mine, complaining to her kawan saying..aiyah pay money have to suffer, then her frend say ya la...what to do...we are fat what...I don't mean to curi dengar what they toking there, but when I about to move to the shower room, her kawan is much more thinner than me la...and this aunty which same class as me also thin..I duno which part is FAT!! Then she start to complaint to her kawan saying she's not doing enough...in my heart I was like thinking...hello..I almost see you every session...this is not the way to exercise la...I've asked my instructor about this, he say it's best that you let your body rest for a day after a hectic day of session. But this aunty like every session also can see her face...duno she will pengsan or not...

Then, on my way out to take my car...3 youngster walk pass by me again, one guy and two gal and then I heard this gal raise up her voice...you know why i say Im fat or not? Because my pants tight already mahh...I was raising my eyebrow and think..can not your pants "suk sui" one meh...then I glance at her body...my gosh, she's so thin la,thinner than that 2 aunty..like one of the typical ah lian u bump in pasar malam or taiwanese superstar u see on tv with their bamboo stick leg and wearing half length black tight pans with some long dress, where you can estimate their vital size is 29-23-33...

Not sure why pple nowdays is so obses with their physical out look nowdays...and I feel the clothes they sell outside is getting smaller and smaller...but why expensive heh...less clothes wat, shld be cheaper mah...
I still remember when I join the gym membership, the consultant a guy la..saying "ooh...you shld do more exercise so u will look thin and slim"...then i "char" him back...nope, for your info, I exercise because I want to be healthy and lead a normal lifestyle...not to kuruskan badan ok..then he give me a suprise look...hmm..maybe a lot of gal out there tot of joining to kuruskan badan? Nah...don't care la..none of my business...anyway, I'm quite happy with my body now...I'm NOT looking forward to have a bamboo hand or leg...I have do a test and I'm at the normal level based on my age & height. So, I don't give a darn...

Anway, I'm blessed that at least I'm able to buy or fit in the clothes that they sell outside, though I'm no longer fit into S size,or my body no longer 34-24-36. I feel you look better when you have some meat to show off when u wear those tight fighting clothes. Rather than you look like you are hanging on the hanger outside the house waiting to dry.

My ideal type of body? I would say Angelina Jolie! Though I know it's not easy to be like her..I'm happy that my effort finally pay as my leg already built some muscle..and I'm not ashame to wear my micro mini skirt to show my firm and tone leg...hahahaa....
But I feel this is not enough yet...I think my hand and leg will look better if I take the body pump class...wohoho...